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  I recently happen to come across the testimony of  Joni Eareckson Tada,  an American Christian Evangelist  minister,  who had a diving accident at 17 which left her quadriplegic and on a wheelchair. After 43 years in a wheelchair,paralysed from shoulders down; keeping her faith intact; being an instrument for advancing God’s kingdom and speaking and writing about God’s faithfulness in her life, even with all her disabilities;  ministering to people worldwide from her wheelchair, starting organisations to accelerate Christian ministry in the disability community,  suddenly at age of 60 s he discovered that she had Breast cancer !!        When the doctor informed her that her tumor is malignant, she described; IT  JUST FELT LIKE DEATH!   ( https://www.christianpost.com/news/joni-eareckson-tada-not-shaken-by-breast-cancer.html ),   I ,personally could relate to her feeling because I had been through a somewhat...

     Like I mentioned in my introduction,I was  planning to work as an engineer someday but God had a different plan for me.     I was ,all of a sudden, diagnosed with brain tumor when I was 20 and t o make matters all the more worse,it was next to my brain stem ,so it was inoperable!! Was told that I would live only for few more months    But Praise God because I already knew my Saviour and what he was capable of doing, so I didn't have any "why" Or "why now" questions back then.  I remember a wise uncle had told me once "Give it time, at least 6 months, you will know "why", dont ask questions now"...so i didnt . Also, maybe because a) i was always tired ,sleepy ,busy discovering and dealing with my symptoms and b) though I figured out something is related to my brain, I was not told about the "tumor" Part. That decision  was good i think, otherwise i would have just thought and thought and exhausted myself! I already knew that...