IT FELT LIKE DEATH!
I recently happen to come across the testimony of Joni Eareckson Tada who had a diving accident at 17 which left her quadriplegic and on a wheelchair. After 43 years in a wheelchair,paralysed from shoulders down; keeping her faith intact; being an instrument for advancing God’s kingdom and speaking and writing about God’s faithfulness in her life, even with all her disabilities; suddenly at age 60 s he discovered that she had Breast cancer !! When the doctor informed her that her tumor is malignant, she described; IT JUST FELT LIKE DEATH! ( https://www.christianpost.com/news/joni-eareckson-tada-not-shaken-by-breast-cancer.html ), I ,personally could relate to her feeling because I had been through a somewhat similar situation. When I was suddenly diagnosed with brain tumor at 20 and then it recurred again after 3 years ,resulting in complete loss of balance; I was like... it's okay ...it happens. Jesus said you will face problems and troubles in life