To my Dad.........
Seeing your empty chair ,me turning around but not finding you sipping coffee in your lungi or not seeing you listen to songs and sermons on youtube, you not reading your Physics books..this all seems very unreal to me! I cannot accept this reality where you are no more, Where i can’t see you or hear you or talk to you or hug you everyday. Its almost a month since I have heard you call me Blessy! Turning 31 today, without you,your physical presence,without you placing your hand on my head and praying @12 midnight,like every year ...... And thinking that it's going to be like this from now on is breaking me! Over the past 10 yrs,i have many dates fixed in my head, 11th May 2009, when I was suddenly diagnosed with a rare brain tumor, 25th May 2009, my first brain tumor surgery 17th July 2012 ,my second brain tumor surgery, And many more such dates of my radiations and MRIs and of my many 'firsts' after my surgeries